Here I stand and behold
the masses…
Would you consider
perfect the horde of worms?
Nor do I, roaming
high above their domains…
Would you ever see
me passing through the centuries?
I know not.
My spirit always doubts,
exploring the controversy…
Futile being, the
beginning and the instant end…
Worthless entities,
how low can you go with your
Dreams of unsound
mind?
Majesty expelled,
born dead into this world,
You whip your beggars
in wine,
Knowing not their
minds stay indifferent,
Despite you cry out:
“Finally, I’ve seen a sign!”
A sign from the highest
lord?
Grace of heaven unfulfilled!
Sailing the astral
seas, I saw the godly sperm flow down…
The failure or the
supreme beast?
Hedennah’s long-awaited
virtue!
Raining is the sticky
divine fluid, unwilling to give your mind
A long-awaited birth…
Pathetic way of thinking,
Logic based on absurd…
Paradoxical change
of seasons,
When winter comes
in spring…
This is what you are,
the creatures of destruction…
This is what I am,
the misanthrope,
Proud in my existence,
Perfect in my shape…
“The Moon, The Sun, The Stars”
Deep inside the woods,
whose sight’s embraced with
Wintry fluid
The wolves come forth
the sacred fire, whose flame’s enshrouded in
My deep passion and
anxiety
Memories of pride,
memories of hunger
The lust forsaken,
the hate bereft
Bitterness and strength,
they all come into one
One and only, those
far behind I’ve left
Praise the somberness
of outer worlds,
Raise your hell and
grant me your bereavement
The luminary gods
dwelling in my reveries,
Buried in the infinite
concealment
The sun of the sleepless,
the one we bark upon at night…
The dawn brings it’s
regular disease,
Granting us it’s
incinerating warmness
Dearest phantoms
of the night, they’re finally released…
Whom does shine this
magic light upon?
The ghastly theatre
of nature, is it thee?
Whom does mortify
this scintillation among the cosmic lawns?
The answers hidden
within the very depths of me…
Those crystal lakes
of an alien origin
What will they spawn
and how will they act…
Entangled in barbed
wire is the divine pigeon
What kind of peace
will these long-dead spheres bring…
Mythical source of
an ancient knowledge
A fountain of repulsion,
truthfully the one I’ve longed for
The legions march
across my motherland
The one deep beneath
the surface of the earth
In the night, in deepest
solitude my spirit is reborn
To fly high above
the woods and explore the caverns of the
Underwater lands,
reigned by a supreme king with horns
Will I worship him
or cease…?
Cease into the space,
rise above the mental reign
Afraid the natural
and listen to what the looking glass will say…
Unite with my spirit
lovers, for the gates are open
And the circle is
now complete…
“Quaerite Lux In Tenebris (Exploring The External Worlds)”
That which is my cosmos
is what I’ve starved for oh so long
My inner passion
and bitter demise…
Those shores I dream
of, to capture time in a dance
To encircle myself
in a myriad of raining worlds…
Search your light
in my darkness, for my darkness is your light
And that which is
opposite, is opposite to itself…
Conceive your visionary
evil, and I will grant you the good
Which one is ours
among these plains surrounding us?
Create your dimension
and name yourself explorer
You are not and will
never be, my depraved child of sin
We’d never know anything
in this funerary spring
And so sad to say,
we’d never know what does it have to mean…
So let us reign over
the higher art and supreme beings
Me, myself, and you,
my inner solitary guard…
With mind I brought
clear forth your sight,
We’d start our quest
in these marble bloodred halls…
Internal and external,
what kind of reality will we see?
What kind of existence
will we fantasize for us this time?
Our sweetly blackened
paragon slides into firstborn chaos
This is the end of
a beginning – and the beginning for an end
Pitifully we’ve come
to know what the knowledge is
So blow down the
candle and now just disappear…
“Praising The Departure Of Spiritual Strength”
Welcome to my dearest
gallery,
The exhibition of
my doubts…
Come inside and rejoice
with my philosophy,
Enjoy my faded images
of grief…
Welcome to my sweet
and scarlet world,
Where wretched conquerors
cringe by my feet…
Loathsome often are
the human ways,
Since one never knows
what awaits him
Behind that dark
and twisted corner…
Pariah for some –
idol for the masses
What will be my human
end,
Either worthless
one, among the visionary ruins,
Or immortality, among
the minds of men…?
I keep on following
my own way,
Fighting – and feasting
upon their condemned souls
Yet one more resistance
has been overcome, so to say
This is my path,
this is my world, these are my fouls
(… foul-fiends, the
dearest ones…)
Yet again you’re welcomed
in my lair
Yet again you’re
invited to meet earth’s most wanted scum…
Yet again you cross
my path and lose your own
Yet again you give
birth to indifferent perception…
Praise the loss of
strength, run away in fear
Is this what you’ve
spent your life for?
Praise the lack of
energy, humiliate and sear
Is this what you’ve
dreamt those nights of?
Hail yourself, for
you’re the newborn anchorite
Is this what you
think the life should be alike?
My gallery grows day
by day,
Even though I never
knew the difference
Between day and night,
for I was born
Blind into this world…
“Beneath The Fading Eclipse”
The lonely rose keeps
on crying in my hands,
The hands that transformed
all life into oblivion…
The lonely tear slides
down my cheek,
The tear of a being
that is rotten though still living on…
Feared once was I
to lose my path
Below the source
of post-earthly darkness
Feared once was I
find the light
Deep beneath the
blackest caverns of disgust
To reach my goal and
find the way…
To attain the universal
supremacy –
The one concealed
inside my mind…
To start my journey
at it’s end
I cast aside my senses,
those I will never feel…
Sensations that were
mine
Leave me be and stray
away
The love I’ve never
felt, the hate I usually beheld…
Don’t look upon me
as I’m the leper man,
Turn away and don’t
cast a glance at me
… my precious demon
of delight, imprisoned in my hellish den…
Don’t pare my wings,
for how then will I float above the nightly shores?
I rise above and dive
below,
I crawl beneath and
creep within.
I am the servant
to the masters and emperor of bleeding sheep,
I am the one who
is, and who is not.
Enshrouded with gloom
becomes the luminary,
I unite with the
one it was conquered by –
The eclipse glowing
in the utter grimness of the dusk
Although it fades
away so fast I could only tearlessly sigh…
“Crescent Moon (The Final Celebration)”
In the vault of our
fears we never wished to reveal,
In the kingdoms of
our dreams we always craved to re-conceal…
We travel off the
routes, off the common paths,
Begging to bring
back our darkness, to bring back your sun…
The road goes further
on the sulphurous domain
… Them, hunting in
the night, we watch and join this precious quest…
We celebrate the
moon with feasting upon our graves
The time approaches
and the starlit skies grant us their holy burden…
In this neverending
hunt for blood, the sweetest nectar of our youth
We rape and violate
to reach self-perfection in an unimaginable ecstasy…
Tranquil and soothing
is our withering disgrace
Trembling and momentous
in it’s misty, precious haze…
The death arrives
at last, this is the final hour
The lunar spirits
fade away getting back the faceless dawn
We reach the peak
in our passionate endeavor
And remain silent
swirled in approaching storm of flesh…
Crowned ourselves
the kings of blasphemy
Climbed upon the
highest of the thrones…
Devouring true wonders
of this universe,
We are the bastard
sons of ages…
“Those Spectres Within (Eternal Is The Nothingness I’ve Emerged From…)”
My soul have dreamt
of being cast upon the earthly world
For I was living
far beyond the reach of mortal men
My dream have dreamt
of knowledge of what I really am
For I have never
known what hides behind my shape
Demons float above
me, laughing in their paranormal sanity…
I reach the door
and wonder
If one could ever
lock what once was locked…
Entered was the inner
mind, faced were my own chimeras
Deep above and high
below, unconsciously awakened
I sleep and see them
feasting
On the right I see
the things that are wrong,
And on the left I
watch the right ones being banished
Necrospiritual experience,
projection of the inner world…
It crawls inside
the very essence, abandoned and hollow
A journey in pure
nothingness, those spectres are the only ones I behold…
Deep within, they
make their way into what I’ve came for
The self-made deity
of insanity rises and proclaims:
“Wish I could travel
beyond the senses
To explore what hasn’t
been yet explored,
And see what no one
has ever seen…”
Me, the nothing and
me, the all
Me, the one to fulfill
the buried dreams…
Me, the one to make
them fall
Me, the devourer
and me, the fading dim…
I am everlasting in my own universe of nothingness…
“Transenflamed Visions Of Your Mortal End”
Torn from inside out,
phlebotomized
You crawl through
the darkened earthly debris
Once you thought
you were disguised
Oh, it was painful
to find out you were not!
We follow each step
of yours, hiding in the shades
Of your pathetic
life
We chase the thieves
of our belief
Isn’t it delightful
to see them writhe?
Writhe in sin, writhe
in a circle of putridity
Writhe in pain, writhe
in a cycle of stupidity
Your dominion is but
a ruin of it’s former self
… Or is it a regular
mirage?
A logical outcome
… Or a fatal failure
of your minds?
Slipping silently,
for we’re in no need of words
Symbolizing purest
mental strength, we’ve came to be your shrine
We rape, annihilate
and slay your herds,
For the better life
always follows the decline
Complete decline…
the absolute demise
That’s what awaits
the human breed.
Among the chaotic
shapes of universal apocalypse
Sown will be our
inhuman seed.
The antithesis of
vitality, antonym for the breathing flesh
We are the raging
ocean of anxiety…
Your sight is transenflamed
with vision of an End,
Ablaze with the fires
of Yuggoth, the chariotry comes forth
And mourns the mankind,
granting you the truest sleep
For your life was
nothing but a dream…