Why he became so scared when I came to wake him up can be due to three things; one is that he had planned to kill me and naturally one gets nervous when the person you plan to kill suddenly appears in the middle of the night, but one normally doesn't become paralyzed and only stand there in their underwear while the other goes up 8 stairs, an entire four floors, and through two main entrances. He ought to in the least have put on a shirt during that time.
The other is that maybe he got a hint that it was his time to die, that destiny's time had come. That it was his own fear that should bring about it, maybe he scarcely knew. He was so possessed of killing me that maybe he thought I came to punish him (I did this also)
A 3rd thing is the burning of the picture
with the curse on it. When he heard my voice in the distance he became
full of wonder, and stood merely to wait for what I would do - and of this
reason didn't do anything. Then I came in and he saw me and it was then
he became terrified, for he was the fire in my eyes - a vision my subconscious
through my eyes conveyed to him. He became maybe so terrified because I
conveyed the memory of the picture burning to him through eye contact,
a sort of telepathic transferring. He saw himself burn, but could not know
that it was only a picture, he thought that I had come to burn him, it
would probably not be unlikely with the plans he had made for me. Maybe
all these reasons made up one big reason why
he became so scared and attacked me. I
don't know, and I never will either. I was sentenced for premeditated murder
and contemplated murder. Regardless of if I planned it or not, it was not
premeditated. I attacked him because he attacked me and killed him because
I knew of his plans. Had he not had planned to take my life I would have
probably have been content with giving him a good beating, but when I knew
he would kill me, that wouldn't be enough. Had I let him live after he'd
attacked me, why would he not try again to take my life? Maybe he would
manage it the 2nd or 3rd time. I am not so dumb that I give people another
chance. If they don't do it the first time they will never get a new chance.
My life was not in direct danger, but indirectly. I mean the murder was
in self defense. It was not at all planned, regardless of if we planned
to kill him or not.
It was a so called intentional murder with
punishment from 6-12 years. Had it been up to me, I would get a reward
for killing this scum, not punished. The jewish system however, saw a possibility
to kill two birds with one stone; the disgusting communist killed and the
heathen "Nazi-pig" imprisoned for lifetime! I understand them very well,
with strong proud heathens out there free we will be a threat to the jewish
system, and the more we are the bigger the threat we are. I was a rallying
point for these powers, and by
pulling up the flowers by the root, it
never comes again. The jewish system want humiliating weaklings not people
that have strong legs to stand on - like us proud heathens! What they didn't
understand is that I was not the root to the heathens flowers. The root
to these flowers is in us all, in our blood, and by showing the heathen
to the people it serves the heathen's soul. They saw the heathen seed in
all the people's soul, and many of these seeds are today full grown and
attractive flowers that shine their colors and make the Norwegian meadow
a flowering full of heathen colors.
The jewish system saw it's own ruin, for
never before have we Norwegians had the blood boil so strong as we do today,
and this is due to the jewish system's own injustice and stupidity! We
come back, Odin comes back. From Odin we came, to Odin we shall go. Hail
Odin. Fight for life and death!